KopI-addICT

New 'baby'

2009-11-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

Yeah...my new must have 'baby' in white..for the first time im using a whitey phone. :) love it..:D

Met a few of my long lost poly mates, time really flies, everybody is different now.. *i guess this should be the way*. but some of them er..i juz felt that different la.. not as "comfortable" as I used to be in the past.. Well..that doesnt matter, glad that everyone is moving on..:)Surprise that one of my flirty gf is planning to get married, good to hear that. Finally wanna settle down ah~ haa *congrates. Nice spending a nice dinner with them, at least I can stop thinking of work.
Lately been quite hectic, coz change of environment and also busying closing on going files. Hope that I can cope well soon. Slowly getting onto the momentum, thanks dear for the supprt given, and ...my family of course..Quite stress now la, hope can close deals asap!

Random

2009-11-08T01:43:00.001+08:00

Finally I recall my username and password..kinda stupid...shall update soon, tired already gonna zzZZZzzzz... oh yah muz write it down somewhere, if not wake up forget again~!

2009-07-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hafen been updating my blog lately. Too much things had happen, work, personal...blah blah blah .. Juz ended the expo exhibition, feeling emotionally and physically breaking down.. boss mentioned going for courses to me again. Aiya juz hack care, frankly speaking i may juz leave is he goes on n on n on. Something he mentioned juz now i farking PISSED OFF with him.. though he not talking about me, but i dun like the way he bring across the message...wadever lah...
hai not feeling good... may alot of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ fall on me one day..

Back from Phuket

2009-05-16T22:57:00.008+08:00

Hi everyone....am back from phuket.. haha but still in holiday mood la... oh gosh.. super chao ta by the sun there.. have real loads of fun with dear over there..have our very own gaguzzi n mini pool... great hotel...the things there so cheap.. but not much to buy though..polo t sssss...soverniers.. haa.. gonna upload some photos :P and....GET BACK TO WORK... SAWADEEKUP....

happieeeee

2009-04-25T20:54:00.004+08:00

hee...e very first present i received for my birthday...thanks dear for the perfect cut 0.66 carat diamond ring..wahaahaa... I LOVE IT TO BITS!!!!!!!! Gonna have my bday dinner w my family when mum is back from beijing.. this yr bday kinda different didnt hear my fren organising bday dinner for me like wad we always did..haha..well, i wont wish for much though..thx mer,chris n izon for remembering my bday though..really can see the true colour sia..qho r the real pals n who r just putting a fake front=) Its nv the same anymore! But who cares...lol...back to enjoy my dvd time....

yeah...

2009-04-22T12:46:00.002+08:00

I use to love april...but somehow I felt something amiss...i dunno why..juz dun feel right...busy work schedule seems to occupy the whole me n somehow somewhat i'm missing things out... like......i dunno.....I dun feel the same... april seem like juz any other month...well.... maybe im juz having the typical emo days in me.. the emo period... felt real.....DOWN... i cried..for nothing.. i dunno why... sound stupid... but this is me..

BACK to work...

2009-04-04T22:44:00.004+08:00

Yeah..to busy too blog... my appointments are almost full everyday! even weekends! got site at clementi and bedok and parkway parade..so so so long nv shop ok! but you noe wad...i bought a top when i walk pass a shop at parkway, supposingly I shld b rushing to my site la.. but u noe.. i chop chop 1..Just grap and GO... this few weeks, i drive ill i feel so wan wan wan wan to slp... early morning gonna wake up run my sites meet sub con...nag nag nag ...den from east pia to west den west to office den to east to west to east...machiam huan dao zhui zhui zhui la..den meet owners.. see $$$$$$ sign...den plan plan plan..see floorplans... giddy...den do do do...do quotation.... walao.. den finally see SIGNATURE! thats the best part la...sibeh bo eng ok! can u imagine...i was even working in my dreams.. oh ya not to mention I dreamt about receiving my HP bill that come up to EIGHT THOUSAND dollar.. how silly.. coz i ans phone till i scare...even in toilet ...cannot let me shit and pee in peace... call call call...lol...wad to do..*_*
Oh I'm going away to phuket in may... gonna go relax sia... that strikes off one from my wish list ..haha...
Last 2week I dropped my OMNIA from the sofa den......the phone goes....BLANK the next day.. farking hell..brought it to 'hospital' kana warded for 3 days.. den!!!! when i go collect... cannot on.. so stupid.. den i FARK the ppl there lo.. wasted my trip down to collect a phone that is not fixed.. pissed la.. my time = $$ ok... den extended the stay at the 'hospital' coz they have to change the mama board.. i use for like 1 n half months??? WTH... don wanna say already ...anyway I've change my phone~~ haha love it.. dear bought me Nokia E63...red 1..den he took the blue 1..couple phone...haha....DUH~.... LOVE...it..thumbs up!

Exhibition coming again... gonna see lin again.. haha rival company ah.. but we still go smoke together during exhibition...who cares~....see u soon ah ...lin 11th april..haha...

bUSy~~

2009-02-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

YA..i know i hafen been blogging for quite some time...I got loads of picture but no time to upload...gotta lotsa quotation n proposal to deal with.. and ya busy with the exhibition at expo.. the modern living exhibition! so tired and energy drained out.. argh~ ren ren ren .. yea I'll be away for 2 day 1 night for a training course.. eee.. when Im back den i'll update again... gotta go busy busy busy ....grrrr...

tot of the day

2009-02-04T17:42:00.002+08:00

Can one really can get wad he/she really wanted?? Is it true that... when one get richer either in financially/emotionally/ physically they tend to lose things that are far more precious ? something that they use to treasure and take note of? something they are aware of...??no one can turn back time... no one is perfect...
duh....bad day.....

2009-02-02T16:32:00.003+08:00

my new muz have gadget....yes...i change hp AGAIN... samsung OMNIA~ stil not use to it.. but seems alright.. it takes time....

2009-01-28T13:20:00.002+08:00

Got a HP mini lappy...thanks dear.. only 900g, easier for me to bring around to meet my client and do quotations..haahaa... love it so much...small and handy...only 10"...fit into my bag sia.. haha....muackx...

Oh ya...see the little puppy so cute lo.. 6 months only.. my manager's baobei... everyday see her in office run around ...so hyper.. like to play with her..haha..ke ai leh..

when we having our weekly sales meeting she sits down quietly on the table.. see she noe how to look into the camera de lohx.

So ke ai horx!!!!!

2009-01-21T01:12:00.002+08:00

Went for meeting this morning...its another.. i could say turning point of my career life?...gonna be tough for the start i guess...but with dear's n my family support...i'm all out for it ....gambateh n 3 cheers for myself..:D to be elaborated again....haa...
Surprisingly..I went back to my ex office...the short walk there brought back lotsa memories... not forgetting the food there!!! the up n downs that happened in that office.. the xi nu ai le....saw the 3 bosses and dunno y i bought chicken essence for them.. though feeling abit awkard lah.. but still feel a sense of er..... hmmm...i dunno how to put it....saw the changes over there...the people...the surroundings... anyway...yah....wadever...
Gonna go orr orr soon...nailpolish drying already...difficult to type much...:D

2009-01-15T16:21:00.002+08:00

Oh yeAh~~~another one... LOVEEEEEEEeeee it.... coach crAZe..

happie birthday edna..

2009-01-15T15:54:00.005+08:00

Finally free to post edna's birthday dinner photo.. haha .. kinda busy shopping this few days...driving mama around from place to place.. haha spend spend spend spend spend ....anyway Advance happy CNY to everybody~~~~~

So Serious...

bestiEs for yeARs....and stiLL countiNG..

the m1 m2 m3 m4 n birthday ger~

all of us....:P

buddIEs...

y all look there....

preTTIes...haha...

cant wait to eat the cake?

my wrist rest

2008-12-23T10:33:00.001+08:00

SO CUTE...love..tempura leh..haahaa

dear's birthday

2008-12-23T10:18:00.004+08:00

Oh ya..time to update some photos...on dear's birthday at HOOHA CAFE...the food there is GOOD :)~atmosphere oso...thanks to dixie's reccomandation..12 of us in total...dear and my besties...haa...thanks to june's camera~ forgot to bring mine..stupid la..lol
Enjoy the dinner ...i guess all of them does.. den went for bowling at west cost RC.. no ppl at that time sia.. machiam our world.. I dun usually bowl la.. coz of my pretty fingernails.. but dat day..special ma so entertain lohx... finger cramped after that.. lol...LOUSY hor.. dear still asked me if I wanna have a personal bowling BALL.. so finger wont pain.. for the time being I guess I wont siao on on bowling bah... see how lohz~ haaaa

Group picture....the colour all very matching hor..coincidence..haa

Group pic 2

Dunno when is it taken but I like.. haa

Another kana paparazzi take photo.. haa... didnt realise though..but i like it too... LOL

Thanks ah JUNE..

2008-12-22T15:43:00.002+08:00

Monday bluess...but not as blue as any other monday.. kinda holiday mood now la.. gonna xmas..and soon new year.. another 1 yr older.. gonna wish everyone merry xmas n happy birthday to my beloved er jie...her bday falls on xmas ha.. so good ah.. many ppl gonna count down for her.:D Actually I'm not a very xmas person..as in celebration, I juz buy pressie to make ppl happy :D and.. yah...there is a xmas party on the eve with dear's frens.. (dun really like celebrating xmas-counting down to xmas) i always have an image in my mind when the clock strikes 12 ppl start wishing each other merry xmas.. (felt abit lame) haaahaaa wadever la ..
Meeting mummy after work to do some xmas shopping :P yea.. spent kinda lotsa $ this month.. pamper myself ma...haa.. gonna shop something nice for myself again later.. wahaha.. oh ya I bought some "rush" games online.. got 40% off plus USD now not very high.. i looooove those games leh.. collected alot already..more to come.. alot of nice games coming soon also ... *evil smile*
Feeling better today already just that nose still abit block.. but ok la.. dunno izzit took medicine w/o food that few days den now gastric not very good.. everyday pain.. sian.. hope I get better soon.. hate gastric.. so xin ku de neh..gonna go back to render the bloody 3d.. took so long can.. heng i got another lappy so i can blog n surf net.. wont hang.. wahah.. clever me la.. wad to do... lol!!

sICk..

2008-12-19T22:43:00.003+08:00

Seems like everybody is falling sick.. me too... hai took 2 days MC den today went back office though still feeling dizzy...had to clear all the shit boss left for me.. its really PILES n PILES of darn shit.. all so last min.. NB...whole morning dun wanna inform me to do den afternoon 3pm expect me to finish 6 3ds for her.. darn! Pls lo.. my head been spinning for the whole day..bloody nose blocked and i CANT breathe...fark up! bobian on 2 computers to do those 3ds.....do till head gong gong...KNN... dunno la.. i feel her time management is super super super buey sai..NB.. I hate this loh..KNN!!!#$%^&*(
Den at night sms me say my dimensions all wrong...not proportional.... NB I follow her farking each and every dimensions okie.. fark it la... go to hell la! lim bu is now farking not happie....with the company....and YES I have tots of HOPping again.. juz look into the jobs websites...lotsa place hiring sales designer some with immediate vacancy..
Wadever it is.. jus fark it.. i hate it.. gonna rest...am bloody sick now.. bloody pressure rises as i blog.. KNN!#$%^&*(*&^%$#

long weekend

2008-12-08T15:56:00.004+08:00

hafen been blogging since..... dunnow when...was busy with work lahx.. wads new..my conversion period from in house to sales designer. tough though.. went site from 11am to 4 pm.. go back still need to prepare detail drawings... sian don think i can survive so muz faster find a in house designer to take over me den i got no worries. And chris ord..now economic no good, hard to find job so was thinking to "drag" him in to my company for the time being. coz i think he quite ego la.. i dun think he will work here long.. i guess he aim those big companies de. but for a start to gain experience hope he make it thru the interview..haa.. bo bi bo bi~
Long weekend, finally no work to worry about... sat when shopping with er jie at VIVO. so many ppl loh , park till level 6 can.. den raining heavy and on ya fark the JAM and super duper rain. After dat sent er jie home den head back to dear's house.. :D bought a few things, but i hafen finished with my xmas shopping!!! gotta prepare dear's prezzie, er jie's bday/xmas prezzie, family's xmas prezzie... no time to shop leh!!!! oh ya i bought lotsa tibits for my doggies as xmas gifts...they so happie okie!. lol
ah dear bought his favourite PS3..and a 32" TV.. damn shiok ...the screen so so big ha.. gonna be end of the P.H. sian...tuesday blues...back to work...argh~ happy december everybody...

...

2008-11-20T15:27:00.002+08:00

Alone in office...again.. wads new.. feel darn darn bored. Not that I have nothing to do, just no mood to do.. actually not much work to rush, coz boss went out, she ah oways last min when i going to leave den ask me change this change that loh.. say earlier ma...wakao.. sometime I dunno how ppl plan their time.. I tot I'm bad in mine...didnt expect hers is worst..or maybe she is really damn busy ah ...meet me 915am she came at 1030am (expected la) ....used to it.. everybody noe her rubber band time.. lol.. heck.. it gonna be none of my business in maybe 2 to 3 months time? hopefully..
Unable to join chris n izon for dinner ytd, coz ah dear's ah ma hospitalised for minor stroke.. scares us, thought wad happen..luckily only her hand got problem, coz got a mini blood clog in e brain, but got to take lifetime medicine, she is already 81 yrs old.. still going strong n damn independant ok! recover soon!
Feeling kinda paranoid with my work ... yes.. dunno la everything in a mess.. showroom dunno WHEN complete...see the pattern now.. walao...looks pathetic la.got to wait...n wait n wait.... daarn! feeling damn bad now lo ... argh!!! dunno y ... fri coming le, think I will feel better...

away from home

2008-11-19T10:52:00.002+08:00

yes im gonna be away from home for 2 weeks, will be at sis' house coz brother in law went back to reservice...so bored isn't it? to reservice i mean..well its been the 3rd day at sis house.. everything is good...we buy each other's breakfast and dinner.. we talk at night till we fell asleep, reminds me years back when we still staying together :D sweet.... i like staying with her coz can exchange clothes n bags..accessories blah blah blah... haa..gers are like dat right...hiao char bo ma~~....and yes i miss my mummy...daddy and...my doggies .......

doooo dooo

2008-11-14T23:39:00.004+08:00

Officially moved in to the new office today...but everything still in a mess ..wads new? but lucky office n my table is all done..internet copier essential items all done.. gotta lots of thing to coordinate in the new site.. lotsa thing to order n plan.. yea waiting for my 12k PC to arrived with all the new software..expensive PC.. think it will be good.. haa... but im happy with where i am now :D busy lately on a retail proposal.. argh~~~~ chim.. and time given is like damn SHORT...commercial always like dat...damn... gonna hibernate soon.. lol

yeah dear bought me donuts... fattening leh.. dont he noe im already bui bui (fat fat) already? omg..and he say he is going to get me more donut.. haha sweet of him....n fattening of me...haha .....dunno y i cant rotate the pic.. lazy to use photoshop..haa

bake bake bake

2008-11-13T12:04:00.002+08:00

2nd attempt to bake paper sponge cake...but FAIL...turn out to be so hard..ma chiam stone, den mama realise i nv whipped the egg well enough...

SO!!!! we tried it ytd....again!!! use the electronic "whipper" make sure whip till the egg light n bloody fluffy...haha... damn damn damn damn tired.. i mean my hands tired...

Mama use this many yrs ago...surprisingly, still working well...haha

we made about 17 mini cakes...(my hands feeling so cramp)

the ke ai.s....

final product.....taste juz so nice... wahaha.... in love with baking for now...lol...
Next ...will be dunno wad muffins.. go see the baking book first ...wahaha...

baking session...

2008-11-11T11:07:00.006+08:00

Had a baking session with mummy n daddy...haha so funny... banana muffin~~~~ my favourite.. Afternoon mummy go buy those ingredients and wait till I knock off from work to start baking my fav. muffins..haha... this is my FIRST time baking something lo. It happens coz I bought a toaster oven for mummy plus I bought a baking cookery book...LOL... See...the green weighing machine... so cute so old school...haha....

I whipped the flour till my arm cramp.. so daddy take over.. he very strong n fast okie....haha

ingredients..

okie...we're ready to start.....baking.....:P

processing...

BUT 1st tray turn out to be.... CHAO TA~!!!...... but internal still good...taste good too haha...

2nd try......adjust the farking heat of the oven....

We waited very very patiently...lol....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA NICE BAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun play play ... siao siao de hor..

see so cute....

TASTE NICE OKIE...yummy...got Acups....B cups.... and C cups.....LOL next time daddy say wanna make durian muffins... peanut butter muffins... blah blah blah ......LOVE:D

Qian bian

2008-11-06T16:44:00.003+08:00

No mood to do work today..so went ard msn asking ppl qian bian wen da ti.. haa.. den in the end face the computer luff at myself... sounds stupid ya..but i enjoyed... sound so zhi bi lo.....

Q1) Why is michael jackson keep looking for pen??
Q2) Why lian rong bao n man tou watch a super sad movie together but only lian rong bao cry and not man tou?

A1) recall his song chorus : "oh beat it~~~~~ oh beat it~~~~" = "oh 笔 leh~~ oh 笔 leh~~~"
A2) its coz lian rong bao got fillings = FEELINGS man tou don't have...

haa haa~~thanks to edna and joey who gave me super lame ans like :
((when lian rong bao cry his "lian rong" squeeze out but man tou dun hav "chap"))
((the movie is abt makin of bun.. then lian rong bao saw his frien gt the same fate as him.. mus squeeze lian rong into his brain))

make me luff ....and ya im still luffing.. siao char bo...

gonna go for my body massage after work~ yeah... oh yah did I mention 我明天不想去上班??!!我真的不不不不不不不不想。。。。。。。。。。。。

哈哈哈~~~

chAnge

2008-11-05T12:40:00.002+08:00

Ytd went to TM to change my hp no.. no special reason I guess, tot for a few days..abit 3 xin 2 yi lah, but in the end still did it lohz. den the lucky me, while queueing up at starhub, boss called. TMD, she forgot to bring key!!!!! den e hao xin de me, took cab back to pass her the key den rush to my facial appt. wasted my $10 cab fare. gei gao loh! still tot of shoppin at TM before go facial but.. argh dun say liao la..
den the stupid me today when filling up some form I wrote the old no. abit cant get use to it.. muz remind myself that...stupid..
Getting kinda emo today leh ... dunno is it coz its wed.. argh.. no link la. juz feel feel feel down? mood swings eh..
next next week gonna move to er jie's house to stay coz jiefu reservice den she alone.. yeah~ i like staying over at her place but I will miss my doggies.. for 2 weeks. :P
well.. stop here gonna carry on with my work already.. darn bored.. OK!

tired

2008-11-01T22:26:00.004+08:00

Hafen been blogging lately.. final confirmation of moving office on NOV 10th-15th...haa...muz find a dua dua huat huat day to move in mah..showrooms all gonna complete...all my design leh .. simple contemp cosy.....practical.. used to design very very abstract design back at my ex company.. but here.. we all go for practical and of coz nice design. at least not like those contractor style..*satisfy*

Majong session on fri night...saddening.. PI loh..loser for the day. haa but okie la luff thruout the night..till 8am ...can u imagine..from 8pm to 8am...GP lotsa pok...funny also.. haahaa...den wads new slept thruout sat...woke up for lunch with dear.. ate my fav mac spicy.. now.. I have mac only once a week :P gonna get rid of my extra fat..if not later become bui chee.. way to go..

Oh ya....watched max payne last week...don like it.. juz watch coz we need to wait for dear's car to finish wax-ing. not good.. wasted $20. argH!

2008-10-23T11:12:00.003+08:00

Food @ changing appetite were good...waiters polite but abit dun understand their languages. too slang.. haa.. well ... busy chatting n luffing away so nv take much photos. forgotten plus coz the stupid chris ask me send him all my mp3 therefore cannot use my camera.. haa ... had a great night out with the cousins.. 10 of us were there.. only part of the strength.. lol... cheerios~~~

birthday boy ate this.. quite big portion...

mine~~~ yummy...bacon chicken

ah dear's steak.. not bad too ...

the hiao char bo stupid chris'

birthday boy... i mean MAN....with the yuMMy ice cream cake...

here comes the hiao char bo..."biao jie" cheeky smile...(qi busy targeting his food)

candid shot..

happie wednesday

2008-10-22T10:17:00.002+08:00

Feeling kinda good today..coz got my increment already ..so fast proobation period over.. somehow satisfied..but who will xian qian duo right... the more the merrier ma..:D haa well at least this company suan ok le.. increment reasonable. i shld feel satified for NOW bah..:P gonna move in to new office ard nov.. everything will b a damn major turn over...!!!
Realise always I'm the first employee they have.. back to Y company can say also the same.. muz help out do abit admin la ...find supplier for computer.. for copier.. everything 1st time. But now not as tedious.. coz got a few contacts le mah.. hope this company wont use the same excuses as Y company uses.. saying ..oh bonus ah ...u muz understand WE JUST MOVE TO NEW OFFICE...blah blah blah spend alot of $$$ blah blah blah..keep my finger crossed okie..
compare this 2 companies.. now will be much much much much much better! hope for the best! always look on the bright side of life~ oh ya happy birthday to ah wee o wee.. gonna have a celebration for him tonight :) the cousins day~~~

NO GOOD

2008-10-21T13:18:00.003+08:00

I just DON'T feel goooood... lotsa lotsa *******ness in me... within me me me me n me......me me me myself n I ..... i cant speak i cant talk i cant tell i cant say it out LOUD and i cant ask. Feeling pathetic okie...

busy friday

2008-10-17T21:19:00.004+08:00

Phew... it was a long and busy day for me... took urgent leave today coz thursday night sent dad to hospital again.. was watching dvd with ah dear @ home back den when dad rush in and say he is out of breath.. grapped the key ah dear drove the car down den went straight to e hospital. the service was fark up ok, while dear go park car me acc dad in.. BUT were supposed to take temperature before we enter the a&e, and the fark up nurses none is stationed at the booth. I WAS DAMN PISSED ok heck care I went straight in the reception counter targeted a nurse which is on the phone.. fark care

ME raising my voice : "YOU MEAN IN EMERGENCY U EXPECT ME TO WAIT OUTSIDE WHEN U SEE ME STANDING THERE W THE PATIENT? WAD SERVICE IS THIS ...."

nurse (with a fark n emotionless face) : "I'm calling the nurses mdm."

----walk out to check if dad is ok-----

----waited for awhile----------------

male nurse (again, emotionless face) :"sir can i have ur IC"

ME :" Can u speed up.. cant u see he is out of breath"

nurse : (went over to take a wheelchair and push daddy straight in while I head over to the registration counter)

hey pls... cant the nurses have some little sense or urgency? damn pissed off....den daddy was kept for observation until the next morning.. went home with dear den morning drove mummy over to fetch dad. (doctor say results were normal ) *puzzled* made an appointment for him to go for another check which is the cardiac treadmill. *dad WILL be fine

happily after fetching dad, went down to chinatown eat the yummy porridge.. good for heath :D they enjoyed..I'm happy...

Sent dad home, den went out to shop with mummy..haa haa .... kewl. but I bought nth.. juz a HP pouch and dear's card holder & wallet. :) den got a phone call from daddy, 5th aunt hospitalised..dunno y she fainted. * hope everything is fine...i hate hospital... bo bi bo bi my family jian jian kang kang ....!!!

Headed home to catch some slp..farking tired...den evening went to orchard to shop alone while waiting for dear to fetch me.. kewl... bought nth again.. but bought shirt cluff at TANGS for brother..gonna shipped it over to beijing for him :P hope he like it.

the HUGE ice cream..so cute hor!!!! hahahahahaha i like!

injured

2008-10-16T14:24:00.003+08:00

Bad...my finger still hurts now.. for a few days already..coz the stupid me dunno how la,when flipping the wallpaper.. the big sample booklet damn heavy... dunnoe how I miss la.. my fingernail seems like flipping over though.. press le very pain .. feel like its beaking into ... half.. but I cant see whether izzit breaking coz nail polish is on .. juz feel the pain when i touch.. damn it.. dun dare to remove my nail polish also. scully crack den will be damn pain.. ren yi ren bahx....:(
Boss told me this morning she will contribute $18 additional to my CPF every month, coz dunnoe wad govt say muz give de.. den she give loh.. dunno call wad skill development shit.. cant remember.. she say this contribution has been like for 3 yrs.. so my previous company cheated my $18/per mth for like one n a half year!.. though not alot la.. but...hey don cheat me ma..haa bad leh .. small amount oso k siao k siao .. wads new!

emo days

2008-10-15T19:01:00.002+08:00

Though busy working also but when back at home.. very emo i shall say.. dunnoe y..well i did something very wrong today..didnt wan to elaborate but evryone get a chance and y not me? no matter wad..hai dunnoe how to pharse it.. sorry is the hardest word I can say in e past but not now... feeling apologetic n stupid. shed every single tears that carries the pain in me. but who cares? huo gai.. set up the mess myself, I clear it off myself, but i am not given any chance at all...NO one will understand how apologetic n hurt I am now.. tonnes n tonnes of unhapiness I kept to myself. wadever i feel very empty...utterly...
read up yun's blog..back at that time everything were so good.. footdrill...solos.. sectionals.. and of course the post hectic practices we have like...gossip...blah blah blah.. i missed ...really
But life is very xian shi de.. wads gone is gone..only left with memories...and tonnes of memories.. its like we cant turn back time..wad i can is....sweet memories...
I hated myself alot.. life... is.....jus....so....meaningless....*too emo*

poor me

2008-10-14T12:18:00.003+08:00

Bad month... spent quite alot of $$$$$$$ firstly is the facial package I paid for...$800+...haha den kelian de ah del got wisdom tooth muz remove immediately! it cost her about $1200 for that.. coz the tooth beside the wisdom tooth cannot make it oso .. so remove together.. therefore me er jie n mum split the amount.. imagine.. bobian she.... haiz.. see her pain meh .. argh~ well...
This is not the worst, mum n me acc. her to the dental..farking hell i dun dare to go into the room with her, i scare ma ...ah ham.. den mum go in... after awhile she came out (scare also) haha.. den both of us wait outside for her.. dat evening no ppl already den I heard a farking loud AAAAHHHH!!!!!! damn it ah del shouted ... fark fark fark....mum n I were like covering our ears can.. den my legs go weak.. yes i very ah ham! scare lo .. er.. she suffer for about half an hour I think. poor her.. had a terrible sunday night having the pain all the way till morning.. hai kelian..
Den!!! worst is..I have nightmare about it..about ah del shouting .. ma de.. i was so so so scare.. argh! She had MC for a week, so I drove to work.. haha.. song bo! heee...:P
Del @ home = majong... ytd majong till about 12 plus am.. first 2 rounds daddy mummy del and (me+ah dear=rotate) funny won hundred over .. haha ah del sway lahx!
oh yah.. today marks the end of the probation month for me.... its gonna b a major turn over... *crossing finger* hope I gets wad I hope n wanted though.
gonna go goodrich choose wallpaper liao...shall stop here... happy tueSday!

2008-10-09T12:10:00.003+08:00

Watched house bunny ytd with ah dear..not a bad show I could say...juz a average show to me..but ya I enjoyed..okie her body is damn toned..so envy..well...and she is damn pretty n her figure..omg lohx...

Bought a oven toaster for mummy ytd too, she seem quite happy la, coz we were discussing about baking some stuffs which the microwave oven cant do. SO! I bought her one therefore she can keep herself busy at home making new recipe i guess..i love my mama!!!

Spent quite a sum of $ this few days... Gonna tie my hands together.. haa...oh ya been crazy over some HK dramas...now watching tong tian gan tan...next boss gonna lend me her tang xin fong bao part 2.. Once I start watching I really CANT STOP.. last weekend watched it till like 6am with ah dear.. crazy us huh!

Weekend coming again... YESSSSSSSsssSSSSsss!!!!!!

my cuties

2008-10-03T15:53:00.002+08:00

LELE :"pls carry me up the bed....."

JAG JAG :" wanna slp already still take photo.....zzzz"

KIKI: "take all u wan, i still gonna zzzzz....."

KIKI: "ok la ok la..give u 1 nice nice eh pose....cosy bed..."

sama sama so ke ai right!!!! heeeeeeee my cuties

hAppY haRi raYA~

2008-10-01T18:03:00.002+08:00

yeAh~..feeling so happie today...not coz its hari raya....coz its a public holiday plus I went shopping with er jie juz now..Drive dear's car down to pick er jie den go bugis.. so many ppl.. lucky we got home with us something if not sian...bought a pair of NICE jeans...sling bag and cardigan... but teriyaki chicken stick n a very very very very very big sausage for dear to eat.He lazy dunwan shop with us so he stay at home play his games...haa.. wooo hooo~~~~emotionally feel good but....gastris still abit gao wei since monday night.. later if cannot ta han i think gonna go c doctor.. but P.H see doctor consultation fee double leh.. if not jialat think tomorrow den go see.. wahaha.:D tomorrow's thursday~~ yeah~ 2 more days to weekends again :P

Funny story

2008-09-29T13:34:00.003+08:00

Was told by my sister a true life story about her fren's fren. This fren A bought a dog from thailand with cert of been microchipped and wadever license the dog need to be brought back to spore. Back in spore, the dog was kept in AVA for observant for 2 weeks.. making sure its safe to be kept. Then... brought back home after that, fren A realise y sometimes her dog walk with 2 back legs...(like a human). Brought it to the VET, after testssss...
VET : " Do u noe wad U've brought back from thailand?"
Fren A : " Dog loh...." showing the cert that she've got
VET: "for ur info your dog IS A BABY BEAR"
Fren A : "...................."
Vet: Called up the zoo for adoption......
See...beware of wad u buy from other country eh.... but I was like.. luffing like hell.. juz imagine if the BEAR grows bigger n bigger.. oh man. If im the owner I think I will faint..lol

Shopping Spree

2008-09-26T23:02:00.002+08:00

Yeah..shopped alone at far east today while waiting for dear to get done with his stuff.. I can be damn fast in decision making when shopping alone coz no one for me to ask "eh nice anot" haha
in a hour or 2 i think i spent about hundred bucks.. I bought bag...dress..eh...xiao ha....n.. hmm... SHOE! Actually wan to get more pairs of shoes but the design.. none actually catch my attention.. so only bought a pair of the "witch shoe" thats wad my dear describe my pointed shoes as. ahaha.. happy... gonna turn in soon gotta go site to settle some tiling work tmr.. yeah.. I'm gonna drive down to the site hope I don't get lost in somewhere oolllooooo..wahaha...oh ya.. gonna check the street directory now coz the pajiao me... er... haha...gambateh~

WADS NEW

2008-09-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

Oh I was about to get food downstair @ this condo....here's wad happen

ME - walk happily around the condo's park.. looking for cafe to buy FOOD. but pajiao me cant find
- saw a security, so I approach him.....

ME: "excuse me, is there any cafe here?"
Security: "oh I'm going over let me bring u there"
ME: "ah good...thankssss (feeling abit anti-social)"
Security : "OH by the way...there is only a chinese food stall......"
ME: (frown...I expected his next sentence)
Security: "R u .....M....."
Me: "OH, no no noooo (i ren - feel like slapping him) I AM NOT MALAY" (replying politely)
Security : "Hee... there no malay stall...I tot u ...HAAAAAALAAL......" and he repeat "there only got ONE chinese stall"
Me: -smile- -.-"

ok.. I'm used to it..but joke for the day....next time I'm going to ans ppl who ask if I'm a...MM saying oh yes ya ya ya I only eat pork...n only pork....PORRRRRK! :X

i haTE it

2008-09-23T17:13:00.002+08:00

i jus hate the way I feel..............................................about it. . . .

2008-09-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

Been staying home for a few weekends, dear busy @ work ..so kept myself busy playing games. Wanted to do my 3d but stupid me forgot to bring the program to download.~ argh! He has been busy lately..but still kept me accompanied when he have e time(like while waiting for emails...calls..bla bla bla)..
Hafen been out for shopping spree..movie or wadever.. kinda busy i guesss..I'm lazy though.. and I guess this is a good time to save $$$$!!!

Dad's health hafen been good lately..admitted to hospital...coz heart pain so I took half day to get lunch down to sgh for him with mum n del on thursday. well he's gonna be under observation still though he's back at home.. next month gonna go for another appt at sgh and we the siblings make sure that either 1 of us take leave to accompany him down for the cardiac appt. Bro @ beijing working but he's still as concern about dad's health ...:) Keep reminding me n er jie to buy yu ren sheng's bird nest n its those expensive 1s for both mummy n daddy..haha heng still can afford....and we gonna do so hopefully by next week :) Dad feel better after taking those medicine..well he is not as sick lah...still as hyper..we juz worry of the condition u see.. I had been controlling wad mama cooks for dinner n a BIG NO NO to tibits for him already ...hahaha..... though not much serious problem but still muz take really good care @ this age mahx..

For me, new office is driving me crazy...layout keep changing therefore details also... do till i also giddy lohx.. many many site coming up... many many more 3ds to do.. OH MAN... oh ya i juz hate my laptop..ARGH~

Feeling not really good....emotionally.....mentally.... I don noe why.... MOOD SWINGS I guess..sianzzzzzzzzzz

2008-09-19T10:43:00.001+08:00

Well nothing to blog about.. i juz hate the weather recently.. wear nice nice den sweat sweat sweat... ma de.. stupid weather....ZZZ

hOOk upSss

2008-09-13T00:01:00.003+08:00

OMG~~~ okie.. I'm HOOKED to all these games I've bought..ya lahx...abit childish..but i like games like that ....destress mahx... i can sit up to 6hrs straight playing turbo pizza...i juz LOOOOOOVE them...gonna get more different version... den can become my collection next time give to my babies and my nieces to play....
my dear busy working..irregular hours mahx... sian so i keep myself busy playing these games while waiting for him to come home.. wahaha.. i like i like i like thesssse games... more more more....See......heh :Dmore to add on to my collection!

where is my kopi!

2008-09-11T15:59:00.003+08:00

Damn...no mood to work at all.. head super pain.. kopi out of stock in office.. felt so disappointed from morning till now.. coz no kopi to drink.. no morale to work.. no energy to think...argh... no kopi = no work.. so pissed off whole mind is kopi.. Im gonna go home drink a BIG cup of kopi.. 2 more hours to go.. days without kopi...time seems so slow.. tick tock tick tock ... GGGGggrrRRRrrR........ I NEED MY KOPI!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-10T17:45:00.003+08:00

Feeling very bad today, just have to learn to talk and ask LESS... No body will answer me anyway...It takes 2 hands to clap.. I feel like as if I'm always clapping myself. Or shld I say slapping myself...

Night out @ Dbl O

2008-09-09T16:28:00.002+08:00

Night out at Dbl O .... been so long.. haa.. woo hoo.. feeling great... jiu jiu yi chi.... everyone enjoy the night .. of course with the right ka kis.. though the music not as nice in the later part of the night.. we went crazy that night.. drink drink drink ...puke puke puke... so stupid right... haa...back to the dance floor feel still as good....yooo~ yoo~ yooo~....haha.... great night out!

Lambogini for the birthday boy.. nice ah..

the grp of die hard buddies...face semi red..oh 1 more missing.. haha

12 jugs of.... puking causing vodkaz...

...........dot dot dot...TA~~~~~

Followed by tequillas.... buey si meh?
Though they mixed so many types of alcohol everybody were fine ...goody goody ah .. well train well train.. dear birthday coming .... i think .... die la.. haa gotta think so some program so they wont make us drink too much...I'm SO scare of puking ok... :P

求人不如求己

2008-09-05T15:29:00.002+08:00

OMG its FRIDAY...again~ loads n loads of stuff lining up in my schedule. Juz so so so so busy... gonna move office next month.. I felt I have been saying this too much in here.. ahaha still hafen move.. oh man.. I'm excited alright..
Gonna go relax tonight at ST JAMES, its dear's fren's birthday... its like.. been so so so long since I step in there..well sua ku le loh.. alright alright ...cooooool..

Juz reformatted my laptop at home.. now abit faster.. abit only lohz.. faint la.. but better den nth. lucky I found my softwares in my another laptop if not how to freelance. Haa.. now I feel dat 求人不如求己..Jus feel that if u don haf the ability or time to help..juz say loh..y make empty promises dat u will help when u wont at all... aiya....i noe work very busy but I'm juz asking a SMALL favour..its like.. don wanna elaborate it more .. say liao dulan.. like today ask den ppl promise me ok ok... now i think 3 days no reply at all... wad frens are for? i juz feel that NONE r as trustworthy. 最讨厌别人谝我了！Well...maybe is I'm too troublesome.. shld have prepare eveything before I want to start doing stuffs...last min 求人帮忙....没用的啦！我已学会靠自己.wadever la.. i don really give a damn.. juz disappointed.. sometimes, we got to learn to reject if its beyond our own ability u see... not everytime ok ok meaning u r a great person...任生吞气是没有用得.... make ourself miserable only loh...don wanna say much...

enjoy my weekends!

Favourite

2008-08-25T18:04:00.002+08:00

For the time being.. after diner dash~~ WII!!! wahaha me n dear play till we achieve the PRO ball ok! haha we r the pro in WII but in real life bowling.. juz ...haha.. every weekend play till my arm cramp..still need to put muscle rub..lol so stupid hor.. wahaha i LIKE...

my dear's

this is ME!!! haha the tanned me...lol...

Oh ya see this.. childhood biscuit leh... last time buy one packet dunnoe how many cents only.. oh man still so nice.. xiang dang nian... yuMMy biscuit.. hard to find nowadays.. but i bought A BOX!

New HP

2008-08-22T21:58:00.006+08:00

Yeay..change hp.. again... okie la.. coz my hp sot sot le wad den under warranty sony wanna charge me another $50 to repair.. dulan ...faster trade in at least still got a LITTLE value. bought the new sony ecrisson C902!!! Red de.. nice leh 5 megapixel.. haha ..the camera so special also:D Hope this phone last longer den I wanted it to.. :)

thanks dear!

2008-08-22T13:52:00.002+08:00

Busy busy busy... alot to do leh.. concept / presentation board...3D...layouts...design ...argh~ too busy.. but am happy coz its a FRIDAY!
Oh called up SPCA this morning.. hoping they have news of lost dogs. Stupid hotline so busy.. keep entering the voicemail.. den leave my msg n no already still nv call back.. The operators so busy meh ? Been calling since 12noon...finally ah ... got ans !!!! damn... gave they wadever details they need.. I hope they contact me soon with real GOOD news. Benny benny... hui lai le la.. ma de anyhow run.. Er jie printed some info to be pasted around her area today.. HOPING someone can find him n bring him home soon.. hai.. well now we can only wait n pray...

Sad day

2008-08-21T17:47:00.003+08:00

So sad today, er jie told me benny BU JIAN LE.. the stupid gate dunnoe who open nv close back.. benny run away from home !!! SOB~~~~ Jie fu been looking for him the whole morning.. to no avail.. hai...I told er jie to print some flyers to paste ard the area hope someone find him and walk him home...SOON...or benny pls find the way home...stop scrolling.. tibits waiting for you at home!!! wroof wroof... Worst come to worst... if he kana caught by ppl.. pray that they are real dog lovers.. pls...bo bi bo bi...sob...BENNNNY!!!!! go home soon!!!! missing him :(

Cherish...

2008-08-20T11:23:00.005+08:00

Cherish everyone ard u. U nv noe when n who will be drifting away from u without even knowing. A simple greeting for frens out there.. Just a hi, how r u ? will let them noe they are remembered and cared. In our busy life dun forget this simple greeting to ppl u cherish. U nv noe how much it weighs in their heart. Its not time consuming.. no matter how busy u can be, just spend a min, to text down a msg, to let ppl noe u really cared.

2008-08-19T12:46:00.002+08:00

They are juz so so so so so cute right... just had new hair cut.. see so neat and tidy....and super WHITE...haha...cutie cutie...front:kiki(13yrs old) back:lele........(3yrs old) not much different lo..

SEE!!!! happen to snap when he is crossing his legs.. posing ok.. with mummy's leg by one side. OMG..cute.. ya HE is wearing a PINK top...

Can u spot something.??? yea..thats my playful LELE....she like to b the dislay in the shelf.. see all her toys there.. haha.. another poser...LOL... ke ai de ta men :D.....

i HATE mondays

2008-08-18T16:52:00.004+08:00

Counting down to 530....gotta leave to east point collect my HP from the "hospital" ta ma de..stupid keypads crack again..also dunno how they crack..its a sliding phone loh.. how can the number key crack when they r protected! NB.. oppsss :X if it cracks the third time..... !#$%^&*((*&^

Didnt do much work today..coz not much work now.. boss went overseas den onlyleave abit of work only.. wa sian boh...i hate when theres nth to do.. time passes so slow slow slow... surf net.. update blog.. surf frenster...surf facebook.. msn chat...blah blah blah.. time still like tick tock tick tock tiiii cc...k.....too.....ck......GP slow lohx! zZzzZZ I can sense more work coming when she reach spore today.. ...

another Saturday..

2008-08-16T22:30:00.005+08:00

Don have to go work.. slept till 1oplus den went over to bugis.. shop alone while waiting for dear to finish his work at office.. machiam like very long nv take mrt.. go work always take bus only ma.. sat so cramp lohz.. den very stupid me ..alight at bugis den walao eh i exit wrong escalator end up opp. bugis can.. dummy dum dum can.. den go down underpass again..dunno izzit too long nv go out ah..sua ku liao.. haa.. started to shop awhile den dear reach le ...heng I bought a pair of shorts, at least something ma. if not nv buy will feel abit gao wei.. u noe u noe..
Had my fav duck noodle at tamah jurong for dinner.. yummY..best leh the noodle...:D~see the photo can feel the tastiness right.. will haf it almost once a week... been eating for years already..since donkey time .. haa

Lately kana HOOK to this game...like it alot.. use to play on er jie's DS...den downoad to PSP... PSP version damn hard to play...dulan leh... PC de alot different... play till my arm cramp.. ha...kills time..I like this type of jiao jiao de game..management games.. gotta go buy other version like pet shop management...blah blah blah.. saw alot on the rack.. haha...okie.. gonna go back to continue.~~~ weee~~~~~~

2008-08-13T20:33:00.002+08:00

Heh... watching scv now..funny show..meanwhile freelancing...argh..my eyes feel so so so tired can...TSK tsk tsssssk....3d 3d 3d 3d .....laptop kind of laggy...feeling fed up already....I'm an IMPATIENT lady...really.... I think I really need a super fast com that can meet to my working speed.. bloody laptop!
Oh ya...today take bus got a CHEEENA ger walao eh very KS ok ...KIA SU... push push push ...bus is like damn damn cramp in the evening.. juz to grap the seat...those CHEEEEENA aunty can really sQUUUUUeeeeeeeze! Nabeh.... Ya, I'm not only racist to hei hei de... I am to CHEEEEENA .... I had real bad impressions of them...e CHEEEEENA bitches..especially when they talk..alright I'm very wad wad wad la but who cares....they are just so uncivilised..I didnt mean all but some of them la!
Talking about this last friday when was at far east plaza with ah dear n jason...after our dinner were smoking outside the subway..den came this YI LIAN DE CHEEEEna 'aunty'...wearing very tight fit shorts with heels n...a white top...walk over to us and very sao de ask "XIAN SHEEEEEENG....YOU MEI YOU HUO?" I look transparent meh? I was like ...duh~mei you huo den deng shan dian lo! we are smoking right cant u juz say in a normal tone...Sucha bitch ok ...den Jason pass her his zippo lighter den the CHEEEEENA say..luffing bitchily..."HA HA HA ZHE SHI SE ME WO BU HUI YONG"(SHAO) hey hello....CHEENA if u wanna flirt den go somewhr else..orchard oso kana infested by this kinda bitches..MAN.. I so so feel like giving the CHEENA a slap can....den we were like... er... its er xin ok ! buey da han...SI CHEEEENA! Everywhere leh...when I see them i feel so fang gan ok...argh dunno how to express the ERness of them in me... YUCKS~

2008-08-12T16:11:00.005+08:00

Argh! my neck n right shoulder are giving me real big problem since last fri.. ma de.. muscle ache.. damn damn pain.. 4 days already.. if not gonna get any better soon.. er jie wants me to go consult doctor.. eee.. i hate to queue for my family doctor, forever very long.. always wait 1 to 2 hours before my turn.. unless bobian den i will go.. if not.. : felt real uncomfortable now man! feel like chopping off my shoulder...!!!
Oh ya... i bought 3 astroboy to add on to my collection... so damn cute lo .. haha...see..I juz cant help it... next time(dunno when yet) I gonna have a power power de display area for all my astroboy stuffs!

leather belt ( I'm not going to wear! juz to keep)

Car sun screen....AAAAwwwWWW

astroboy..transparent...got lights ok !

GrRRrr

2008-08-10T13:22:00.002+08:00

Been soaking myself in front of the com on sat .. to finish my 9 pcs of 3d freelance.. kewl huh $_$..Realise my visual is getting blur blurrer blurrrrer n blurrrrreer... haha.. sometime gotta frown to actually see the wordings in the com. Argh.. i dun wanna wear glasses leh.. n im damn afraid of contact lens.. think i gonna go check my eyesight real soon before it become worst man.. bo bi me sun sun li li .... dun need wear glasses.. haha... eh...nth much to update today... lets continue my online shoppping... im hookeeeeed.....................surf surf surf...see see see....buy buY BUY!!!!!!

PheeeeW...

2008-08-06T12:37:00.002+08:00

Its wednesday...yeay aunty mabel's hopeful day...dunnoe will huat anot ah .. alright.. wadever la, ke yu bu ke kiu...hmmm... Time passes damn fast over here.. i think it means I enjoy working over here.. 5 day week..I like..Haa..Been damn busy over the last 2 days.. 3d 3d 3d....detail detail detail...now gonna time to breathe...den freelance freelance freelance..
Ytd del off day.. wads new ..den me papa mama n del... mahjong!!! haha .. I won $110++ for 2 po.. kewl ah.. damn lucky cards.. damn funny times. Keep on luff luff luff.. joke joke joke.. play till 11pm+. daddy won $85++...del and mama lost..haa.. mama de cards damn bad lo ytd.. so damn funny..I love spending ime with my family.. I just love them to bits :D
Dear now having one week leave at home.. maternity leave ah one week leh! ... haha .. nua nua nua.. play online gaming..den nua nua nua... tonight gonna meet him for dinner:) yeAY! Really think he need to rest to relax his mind lo. He had been so so busy for the past week. xin ku ni le wo de dear!!! $_$
OH... didnt see er jie online today.. dunnoe issit on leave again .. almost everyday will talk to her on msn.. gossip kpo....complain.. online shop together...haha ...well well well...gan qing hao bah!
haa :D anyway I hope all dream will come true SOON. JIA YOU JIAYOU!!
Gonna move to new office soon.. heard boss say found a place i think ard UBI..oh man .. well.. ok la ma hiam la.... gotta have new table .. ok excited about the new environment.. I think the space will be well planned not like... last time my office so cramp... ERRR :X alright sssHHhh...ge qiang you er later..haha
OKAy I think I better shut up and get back to work if not later cannot finish in time.. haa..

Happy WEDNeSDAY!!! HaPPy WOkING@_@

my memorable night....

2008-08-03T22:14:00.012+08:00

We had a week advance celebration for the 4th yr anni...oh man.. it was a memorable night :D It was the first time I see the cars n ppl like little ants from the 70th storey restaurant sky dine @ swiss hotel..oh man ...ok say me suaaaaa ku..but first time mah...excited...n.. ok the lift ...kinda fast leh..but cant really feel it..ok lo sua ku la.. see those nice nice de photos....wahaha...

while we wait for the table that dear reserved ....

sunset...!!

all clear...

the buildings.....tiny hor...

okay the entrance....i felt abit cheeeena la..but serve westernised food..strange ah..

US....

the yummy yummy menu.....

the bread....so cute hor...haa...

here comes the =D~~~~~~ Mahi mahi steak....

yummy yummy n expensive FooOOOooOOOD!!! (rib eye steak)

mocktail...taste....okie only...aahahaha

Lastly.....desert......classic banana split... yummy....

SeeeeEEEeee.... didnt manage to reserve the window seat....full house ok..but nvm...atmosphere damn power...

SUDDENLY.....pOp pOOOp PoooOOOp ...ARGH!!! fire works can!!!!!!!! NDP preview .....

MORe.....

n more....

more....

I like this..

nicccceeee!!!

ended with a few waittress standing in front...er....oh alot ang mo waiter/managers n hei hei de waiters..but ok la they damn frenly n polite..

when we leaving the place.... the view was like... awWwwwW~~~~~~(okie i sua ku)

Alright thanks dear for the perfect surprise for the night! wahaha... Loooooove it!

nan wang de yi tian!

la kopi....

2008-08-01T00:39:00.004+08:00

Cant get to sleep yet, kinda excited about saturday... its a surprise~! wahaha.. dunno where will dear be bringing me for dinner for our 4th yr anni... yes ...its already 4 years.. but we seems like still in the mid of honeymoon period.. i guess? haa still counting...
Aright, met up with

edna the cb......

chris the ahmad....

mervin the joker

tian yang the quiet boy who ate alot..(he ate er..chicken folder upsaize meal n more den 10 nuggets I guess) he is still so .....skinnnnnnnnny....

and lastly izon the sissy jiemei.....
I think it had been more den half a yr since i last la kopi with them.. lotsa nonesense and stories in army.. laughters and of course can see that we have really stepped into the world of $$$$...I mean ..in another word, WORKING LIFE.. topic we talked about regarding the industry...$....blah blah blah ...things are really different now.. not forgetting the past.. oh ya they call mi black chinese when edna mention something about white indians.. ya i think for rest of my life... this topic wont be missing...halal halal halal..thanks ah frenz.. (i dun mind la..it has been 20 over years that everyone is toking about me = malay) well well well.....
Been doing great @ work i felt... bossy gonna give me petty cash to take care of.. its like whenever i work... there is oways this petty cash thing surrounding me..basic admin n purchasing stuff.. Like I say, I dun mind doing all like but nv take granted of me like wad my ex boss did ....ARGH.... I can help as much as possible, but make sure u appreciate as in I dun nid anything in return but u muz aga aga la.. not too guo fen...
Feeling a little dizzy... think i going turn in soon ... bed sweet bed...today dear not with me.. sian.. but worry not, i have my cutie kiki to accompany me thru the night..
GOOD NIGHT ppl.....ZZZzzzZZzzz
ming tian hui gen hao... its FRIDAY...my sis taught me a word today... TGIF=thank god its friday haha wad a word...ZZzzzZZZ

2008-07-30T16:29:00.006+08:00

hmm...went PHIN steakhouse @ tampines mall ytd with dear.. heard his fren mention nice so we go try.. i think okie only la.. above average.. 6/10 bah.. tot of taking pic of the food but damn it.. when the food come i :)~~~ den forgot about it .. haha ..yummy..den took the cheeeeeeze wenges... not bad.. decor till very nice.. got bacon, mayonise, CHEEEESSSSE and green chili.. dunno y got green chilies la.. but taste gd...heh :D~~

Wednesday blues...been doing a kitchen 3D today..HDB de.. not often get to do kitchen back in ex company.. don really like to design kitchen though..but now ok la.. gotta slowly learn everything right.. i think i like the fridge in my 3d...haha...1 n half hr more to go.. back aching.. gonna go walk around.. "scroll"... lau liao cannot keep sitting down whole day later butt big big..wahahaa... hope sat reached me faster...bored leh... wednesday only~! argh~~~

2008-07-29T17:09:00.004+08:00

Nice bags.......but..........not now... haha

monday blues

2008-07-28T10:50:00.006+08:00

Damn stomach feel so terribly bad.. since last night..feeling bad too coz its a monday.. oh man its only 1051am now.. so so so don feel like working.. feel like slamming my stomach.. ARGH.. pain pain pain... :(

Last fri was bad... i told u ppl i really BI SHI ...those hei hei de.. oh ok.. I AM RACIST towards them...ahem..opss :X er..met ah dear early as i knock off early last fri, den when we r on our way home there is this stupid hei hei de biker siao or wad want us to stop by road shoulder.. stop stop la..scare u ar.. he claim that we force him to brake when my dear is changing lane. hello... change lane we signal u go so fast for wad.. den both got down to road shoulder... i didnt hear wad they say much.. juz heard LJ LJ LJ..haha. wadever .. the hei hei de is so ...see his face oso dulan.. den my dear say call TP come judge lo den the hei hei de say no.. its obviously he is finding trouble man.. den the hei hei de so stupid ok.. ask my dear to beat him.. i think he really f**king crazy lo.. no standards at all..beat him dirty hands ok..MEI WEN HUA de hei hei..dear got back to the car n leave ..den the stupid hei hei follow ...come beside me n close my f**king side mirror den dear sway towards him.. he sway far away ok I think his balls drops..OR BI!!! but he continue to follow in a distance. aiya dunno how to say, y this kinda hei hei ppl no brain 1.. den let him follow lo..big deal.. after awhile he went off..think he no $ pump petrol la..i really BI SHI OK!!! how long can he follow us man.. that moment i feel so much to wind the window down n give him a punch!argh... dun care.. mai ho wa du tio ah! lol....put this behind.. say till i so angry now ok. argh .. den went bowling with dear's kakis.. as usual the bunch of funny guys.. buey da han them lo .. fun night..............

OH ya.. went to watch PROM night too.. not really nice la.. the storyline all expected de loh.. kill this kill that den kill alot ppl le in the end kana BANG BANG die le.. wahaha.. I rate it 4/10 stars. I still prefer CHI BI.. dunnoe when part 2 coming ...!!!! Next show I gonna catch.. the very spore wei dao de money no enuff 2.. muz b stupid show lah.. but think will b funny bahx.. gonna book tix for my parents to watch too...they'll love it ...haha

New office

2008-07-24T15:09:00.002+08:00

Woo hoo...tmr gonna go view my future office.. I think area not comfirmed yet.. awhile say bukit merah ..tiong bahru..den kaki bukit.. even JURONG!! wad the.... jurong.. haha...tmr gonna view the office space at kaki bukit.. enterprise one. kewl.. though industrial area la but.. wad to do.. i don really mind.. now i feel that the company, colleagues are more important den the environment.. haahaa after moving to new office i will have a brand new table, new enviornment n equippment.. first to use...and got to bring in all the power power programs to use.. den suppliers..den blah blah blah ..wahawahaha den become senior designer AGAIN?!?! wadever its is ... hope my pay will be SENIOR also coz they say will adjust again..after probation ...cool!!!!aiya i gan chiong wad sia.. new space also need to wait for renovation to be done. shld be a few months more or even till next year i guess.. happy waiting..
I really enjoy my work here.. guess everything will work well.................................................

Just the beginning...

2008-07-23T17:18:00.002+08:00

Boss "N" told me today that she will give me the existing commercial project to handle alone.. as in to liaise with the client and suppliers myself but of she mention she will guide me slowly.. oh man.. gonna go site tmr.. den choose tiles.. den talk to the owner to see if the layout of his office is ok..gonna choose system furniture...gonna design the director office..blah blah blah... his office kinda big leh..can u imagine... factory space to be turn into office space.. woo hoo... big project huh ... $_$ Must try to learn as much as possible.. may be converted to sales / interior ...nv noe... wait n see... wahaha
half an hour more to knock off.. going home for dinner den wait for my ah dear come accompany me..he have been so so so so busy lately.....so lack of slp..working life..:D I also try not to fan him too much... ZZzzZZz if not later he gonna crazy.. :X heh..
oh ya wednesday hor ...HUAT AH.. well.. haha ~~~~~~ $_$ heng heng ah~~~~

Bad DreaM..

2008-07-22T14:14:00.002+08:00

Had been having bad dreams this few nights.. dunno y.. keep recapping myself in my ex office "Y". Scary incident I shld say..Not really clear about what happened in the dreams. Just dreamt of my colleagues n me, alone sitting in the office on my table with e tigeress boss around. Just dun feel right when I woke up in he middle of the night...wondering izzit the stress I used to have while i was there or after hearing wad edna told me about the new management. I don dun feel alright in the dream.. woke up with a very awkard feel.. dunno how to explan....argh~
Dear had been busy this few days, but we still talk till we fall asleep, n he is going to bring me to a place for our anni.. ya.. it suppose to be a surprise. cheeky him dunno wad is he up to...:D so as sweet after so long.. well.. -. - -.-"
Time passes very fast as this few days in office kinda busy.. lotsa things to draft but still manage to finish before i leave for home.. no need OT.. So far I enjoyed working here and also !! most importantly i enjoyed the ai xin lunch prepared for me by mummy almost everyday.. xin fu bah...healthy n YUMMY lunch.. haa alright gonna get back to work..finished up drafting, den i can leave office in peace... wahaha..

3 cutie....:D

2008-07-20T14:56:00.004+08:00

my 3 lil cutie.. accompanying me on a sunday..my ah dear working ..sianz. den mummy daddy go out mahjong.. hmmm... gonna prepare dinner n wait for dear to come back soon. yeay i'm cooking my famous na shou de crispy pork chop teached by mummy.. yummy yummy!! li hai bah.. dear LOVED it the most..wahaha

HUI YI...

2008-07-18T15:57:00.003+08:00

Suddenly found some very very nice photos...haha...of the past.. i shall post some up to hui wei hui wei... oh man.. I miss poly and I started to miss some of my frens... graduated nearly ...2 yr plus I think.. all either busying working...busy NSing...some even out of spore...busy studying...busy marrying...well time really flies... jus wanna say I' d miss the time I had spent with my poly mates and nonesense we had in the past.. *sob... hope that we have a gathering soon..... proudly presents...

cOUntinG...

2008-07-15T16:32:00.004+08:00

2nd day of work already.. felt much better doing wad I had always did, though sometimes I get bored here, but doing what I'm good at kills time. Time here very flexible, lady boss (N) quite suey bian thus make my life working for her easier. HAA! Just about ten min or less for me to reach the workplace, fast huh..never ever had such a near working place, environment not bad la.. home office in her condo. Its also the first time in my life to work at home.. well its somebody's home, but I get what an company offers so.. work first see how, she is still finding an office..
Previous company at Y I'm the first designer to stick to them for so long, would I get stuck in here too to be the first designer in the current company again? Hell knows. I have big planning, but need quite some time to plan though... BIG PLAN BIG PLAN. (well wait and see)
Ermmm.... kinda hungry now .. cant wait to fly home to eat mama's dishes.. :)~~ *drooling* le... 1 hr plus more to go...chop chop blink blink .. very fast de lohx.. CIAO..gonna finish the work today if not............hMrp! tsk tsk tsk...

zZz...

2008-07-12T22:06:00.006+08:00

Stayed home all day on a Sat with dear, was really damn damn nua..!! slack like a kuey..nua ko ko de..haha !YawnZz..juz finish my dinner..still feeling so sleeeeeepy!!! Slept at 7am in the morning, haha..went to watch the CHI BI..to me, I think not a bad show leh quite nice, I like..but duration damn long! About 2 hrs plus..somemore it just ended halfway lohx! muz wait for chi bi 2 i think..sianx.. hate to watch show half half..tiao my wei kou! Then hor..majong session after movie with my dearie n kakis, all 3 kana CHOPPED by me.. now not working must go all out n earn ma.. cheat their $..heh no la was really damn heng ytd! yao se me pai jiu lai se me pai! HUAT AH!
I'm now actually NOT out of job though, monday will start work le.. back to interior design line...i think it suits me more. Nice work place, at simei only..i roll also reach lohx..haha can save alot $ leh liddat! Lady boss look and sound nice for the time being..hmmm..never know scully after working le later the tigeress in her POP up. *crossing fingers..
well pray really hard to my success in this company..never noe buey gam I may hop again.. I'm getting tired of hopping leh... HAIX! well..this is life...

2008-07-11T13:17:00.003+08:00

Lagging...Didnt update for the past 2 or 3 days... cant remember ..until cb edna KP me. Wadever la. ha..ok...*music rolling in* today is my last day of work at C. Cool huh! well didn't like e feeling of job hop..really. but here really kns..cannot stay la, ppl are resigning and...actually I don wanna mention but the 1 ..so called supervisor,sux big time. Don wanna tok about him, makes me feel like puking.
Was still thinking if I'm going to join this C2 company, if everything goes well I shall join her on Monday. To be updated again....
Shldn't talk much later boss see..eh..but who cares, i'm leaving anyway. I shld stay happy and enjoy my movie and majong session with kakis later on. haha! HUAT AH!

1st day of work...

2008-07-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

1st day of work at C.. colleages were all friendly ...especially one young lady who is extraodinaryly friendly...er..well.. wont mention more of that.
Director had a welcoming lunch at Sakae for me n another new ger(which I mention earlier on). Felt kinda awkard today..nothing much to do..just did some signage design for C. nothing difficult for me..opss:X Hope everything goes well well well well on the 2nd day..zzzzzzzzz BORED BORED BORED...on the first day of work!!!! GIVE ME MORE WORK!!! LOL
Am still awake now.. doing some freelance work...to earn xtra xtra xtra $$$$$. $$ is oways not enuff u see... work work work.. earn more while now I'm free now, before I get too busy at C.
Thanks dear who keeps giving me moral support.. coz I think I had been thinking too much about work...keeps thinking wad should I do..did I choose the way path...aiya dunno how to describe...MIXED feelings!!!
I shall keep going n going n going.....................

Reborn...

2008-07-06T14:03:00.002+08:00

Hmmm..Due to strong insistant of edna chen xuanzhi for me to blog..I shall start my first post today. Had left the Y company, had left my best bud and a cutie junior at work...as she wanna kpo of wad is happening ard me..I will try to update as regularly as possible..
Counting down to the hours left before I finally join the C company. Had been thinking alot for the past 1 week when I'm busy shaking legs at home. Finally to come down with a decision...walk one step see one step..haahaa...Not to give myself too much stress enjoy the new environment n colleages...(I'm quite anti-social u see...) but have to act act ma... I hope I can make it ..:D
Well...I'll stop here... too hungry to continue... wheres my lunch!!!???!!